For those of you reading my work, I must make it clear that even with my many heartbreaks and disappointments this year, I am far from bitter or damaged goods.
Writing helps me to see the mistakes I have made over that past year. I write to purge my hurt and anger so that it does not eat me up inside.
I live in Baltimore MD. I call it "The land of bitter hateful women". I see it everyday and I refuse to become one of them. However, I do understand how they got there.
I know that everything Ive given in my past relationships was out of love in its purest form. Therefore, I also know all of my goodness I gave will come back to me ten fold. I get excited just thinking about it.
I refuse to let the stupidity and immaturity of a man stop me from growing and seeking the love I know I deserve. I learn from every setback and then I move on. Once Ive moved on is usually when they suddenly "get it" and want to come back into my life.
I know the mistakes I made in love in 2008. I so look forward to 2009 and doing things differently to get the results I desire when it comes to love and relationships. 2008 was a hard year for me. However I know my footsteps are ordered by God and everything that happened had a purpose and a lesson. Now I look forward to putting the lessons into practice.
I am excited about my journey and keeping a running blog on every experience!!!!
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